Reflections

Lighthearted

• By fannieb
• April 24, 2015
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Although I went back to work today after a brief getaway, I feel lighthearted. I still have my dreams – dreams that are fueled and propelled by my discomfort at my current place of employment. The severe angst I felt from having to work for a person I did not respect and who, I can now say, I detested (though I tried so hard not to) has been abated as I no longer report to him. But, what my brief vacation has called to my attention is that even though this burden has been lifted, I am not satisfied with the states of the minds that influence the continual hectic and disorganized working conditions.

As I grow clearer I am less able to handle what seems to me to be chaos and illogical action. And I grow more and more sure that this is God’s way of making me write and of making me believe that this is my true calling that must be realized – my part in his big production. And so I write, while I continue to work and wait for my chance to be what I was born to be.

Photo Credit: Clint Mason